Quote of the day: Amy - “I’m so hungry, I’m going to munch your arm off!” Buddy -“Not in the truck.”.
For those of you who do not know, I have been thoroughly stressed. I am taking, I think, 4 college classes in high school, and it’s been tearing me up. The first week was hell, basically. I have to tutor first graders for a total of 50 hours in order to get 2 years of college classes for
free. The little shits are growing on me, though. I hate kids, but these ones… I don’t know. This one girl named Bella (irony? ha!) hugs me every time her eyes rest on me, no matter if we’re across the room or not. She gave me a pencil yesterday and today gave me a drawing of her and I and a heart, and telling me that she wishes I were her sister, and I think quietly to myself,
Me, too..
I saw two fights yesterday, and I was practically glowing for the remainder of the day. I love school fights. Especially girl-fights. It is my solemn motto to never break up a cat-fight :).
A slightly dramatic bump in my schedule the past few days, however. One of my friends, whom I don’t really consider a friend, but I’d talk to every now and then, decides to hate me. I tried talking to her and she deliberately ignored me, so, naturally, I was like “fuck it.” and let it go. Another non-friend friend of mine, told me that she hates me because I smoke too much and all I talk about is smoking, and that she doesn’t need to be around that, and such. So I’m a little angry, but I don’t say anything about it, really.
Well, late tonight, I get a text from the girl who’s mad at me and basically made a few errors, but it was still basically the same thing, and she said she didn’t need to be around that, and I was like, “Well it’s not like I ever tried to get you to do it. It’s cool though.”
And before that, I told her that she shouldn’t stop being my friend because I make decisions that have no affect her, and it doesn’t appeal to her. Because that’s basically it. But whatever, you know? I have my opinion on things, and she has hers. I don’t need a friend who would stop liking me because of a decision that I make - right or wrong.
Of course, I could understand where she’s coming from, but like I said, it’s whatever. I don’t really care, either way.
Moving on, I
such at trigonometry. Ugh. All of my other classes, I’ll more than likely ace. Even the horrid medical terminology :.
Speaking of, I have a buttload of homework.
Btw, I rock at public speaking!
